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Fated to pretend.
fools on parade, cavort and carry on.

Pretenders.
Friday, April 24, 2009

Pretenders; i'm one of them i admit. But they are those who deny they are one.

I can't stop pretending in front you, i seriously cannot show my true self.
But, ithink some of you can but you just don't want to.
You want to show others that you're better than them right?
Well, sorry to say but you're not. Face what you are.
Just face your flaws, your weaknesses, your imperfections; what you are.
I have, why can't you?

I can't see all of you like this. It makes me sick. But i don't want to hate any of you.
I really don't.
You may have the authority, you may be popular, you may be as pretty as ever,
But, you may also take what you have and abuse it.
When you abuse it, you get carried away, and that's where i think you're pretending.
Especially; a wannabe. You want to be what you're not.

There are some people, i don't wanna point out, are seriously making me pissed off.
I hate your attitude, i hate your uncontrollable emotions, i hate what you always bitch about.
When you say this, what do you expect ME to say?
When you cry, what do you expect ME to do?
When you show me your attitude, how do you expect ME to respond?

I've said what you've wanted to hear.
I've done what you've wanted me to do.
I've responded in a way that you've wanted me to.
What more do you want?

I sometimes think that you're all this for other people's attention.
Cause you're crying over nothing.
You might say it isn't your fault, but i think it is.
Even if it is, why cry about it? In school? These little things? I just think its pretty pathetic.
And i can't tolerate it anymore. I really feel like saying what i really want to say.
But i can't. Because i am your friend. This is what i've done for you.
What have you done for me? What will you do for me? I'm guessing nothing.

I just think that you'll just abandon me, like you did the last time.


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Name's Nabilah. i try to consider myself a weirdo to be different from the rest of you, and i figured i lost my sanity a long time ago. i'm a diferential realist who's enthralled by cynical mayhem. you don't like it? then just beat it.






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