Problems? I think i've found a new and more toturing meaning to it.
I've cried i won't lie. I'm emotional i admit it. I can't hold back my tears i'm sorree to say.
But there's one thing about me;
I don't like to make a scene. Trust me.
Even if i've cried, i don't think there's a point to it.
The wet droplets that falls down my face, my cheeks, are practically useless.
No one can help. No one can understand. No one knows.
Cause,
I'll never tell.
I'm a pretender in front of your faces i'm sorree to say.
A pretentious one in fact.
You can hate me, or you can try to understand me. You can try and do whatever you want.
But i'm sealed. Locked. The key?
Lost.
Its somewhere out there. I just can't seem to find it or even see it.
No one understands. Even if the words that come out of this mouth are almost common sense.
I'll try to speak, but something gets the better of me.
I could never tell;
How i feel, what i know, and what i want to say.
Its easy as 1+1. But it seems like 98 to the power of 156 to me.
I know i'm pathetic. You don't have to waste your time reading this.
You won't understand.
I'll never tell, and you never will.
I can't cry anymore. I can't bother anyone anymore with my tears.
I just can't.