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Fated to pretend.
fools on parade, cavort and carry on.

Immaturity / Patheticness.
Friday, May 1, 2009

You know the guys in malay class that just can't seem to keep their wide mouths close?
And the guys that sit outside the back gate doing nothing, acting cool, just watching other people go by.


These are the people that just piss me off.


In malay class, some of you just can't seem to shut up.
Is it so hard to keep your wide mouth close? Or does someone have to tape it up for you?
Why do you have to act cool doing something that's totally not?
I don't get it. Its just stupid to act big, when your brain is so "small".
You can laugh the the teacher when he/she does something weird every once in a while,
But there's a friggin' limit 'till you make someone really angry.

Plus, you don't have to act special when you walk out of the class.
In fact, its stupid and pathetic to act bigger than someone who's in charge.
Its also stupid and pathetic to act cool by doing/saying childish things.
Its immature.

Those outside the back gate, just seems to be acting cool just because they're not in school.
Big deal. So you're not in school on time.
What makes you so special when you sit there?
What makes you better than the rest of us?
You're doing nothing but just acting cool on the stupid, wabbly fence.
Seriously, what are you doing there?
Admiring the 'goody-two-shoes' students or just acting stupid?

Even you pretenders make me sick.
You try to act like something you can't even pull off.
Who are you kidding?
With you short skirts, trendy shoes, printed bag and low socks.
With your tube dresses, make-up, skinny jeans or whatever.
What are you trying to prove? That you're not unique? That you're just like the rest?
You claim you wanted orignality, but what happened?
Its like you were brainwashed to be this, this; a pretender. a low-life. a poser.
When you really, really changed, i really couldn't talk to you, i couldn't look at you;
Because i couldn't take you anymore. I'm sorree.


So just stop acting big, acting cool, acting to be something you can't be, acting better,
Because it just pisses me off.


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Name's Nabilah. i try to consider myself a weirdo to be different from the rest of you, and i figured i lost my sanity a long time ago. i'm a diferential realist who's enthralled by cynical mayhem. you don't like it? then just beat it.






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