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Fated to pretend.
fools on parade, cavort and carry on.

Relief.
Thursday, May 21, 2009

A looooooong- sigh of relief*

Mann, i'm wiped. The mye's been taken, answered and marked.
B- B- B-. Jeez, i've been getting a B over and OVER! Crapp.
Doesen't an A come before B? Maann.
Art-B. Maths -B. MT-B. Physics -B. Jeez! Where's the friggin' A?
Just waiting, 'waiting' for my long awaited A, tomorow.
Looking forward to english paper tomorow. Chem? Ehh, not really that excited but i still want my results.

Just when i though it was all over, after the mid-year went by;
But,,
Religous class- mye's are starting up.
Crapp. I can't catch a friggin' break. sigh*

I'm really no good at those subjects. I pay attention, but;
I still don't understand! Grr-
I don't really have friends to depend on. Ask questions, or ask what's happening when i'm absent.
I guess its my fault. I don't really talk to them, I don't know how!
I'm totally not compatible with them. Eek-

Sunday- That's the day.
Two papers; 'Hadith' and 'Sirah'. I'll work hard, i will. I'm gonna read the pages that i'm supposed to but,,
Since the mye's finished i feel too relaxed.
I wanna rest anyways! I just feel like skipping those two papers and doing it another day.
I'm just so tired, so wiped out.

Could i? Skip it?
Argh! Why can't i make decisions? Oh crapp.
I just looked at the calendar. I totally can't skip it.
The following week, i'm going to Batam and can't take the other two papers.
So that means, if i skip this one, i'm going to have to retake ALL four papers at once, which i do not want to do.

Sigh*
I wish i didn't have to take it.
I wish i could just rest.

Weeps*-


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Name's Nabilah. i try to consider myself a weirdo to be different from the rest of you, and i figured i lost my sanity a long time ago. i'm a diferential realist who's enthralled by cynical mayhem. you don't like it? then just beat it.






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