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fools on parade, cavort and carry on.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Today was tiring and especially hot!
My god, i don't i could have concentrated in class due to the humidity.
When i went home, i was sweating like rain was pouring! (just a figure of speech.)
Sad though, couldn't go home with Jia en because of NP. Hmph! ;P

Worries conquered me at this period, with English mye just tommorow!
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!-
And another paper next friday! shivers*
Just hope i get good results, as good as the other 2e1's. >.<

Today in school, had art; messy ,, messy art.
Luckily, it didn't hit my tie.
I didn' finish the bloody cup. Will continue next week though.
(Making a clay cup is harder than it sounds.)

After that, had english! My most favourite (and beloved) subject! I love the teacher too.
Did nothing much but revised for tommorow's mye.
Had recess then. Didn't eat, didn't do anything much.
It was pretty boring today, except for art maybe. :D

The feeling of nervous and excitement is mixed up in me.
I'm somewhat excited for the Batam trip. It will not be postponed! Yayy!
I know some of you aren't glad, but i am! Hahs,, ;D
But i am nervous for the totally nerve-racking mye's. eek~
I just want to get it over with, so i can enjoy the rest of the month and the Batam trip!
Woohoooo!~
But i do want to get it over with flying colours. Its 25% of our whole year!
I want to work hard for it, but i just don't have the discipline for it.
Sighs,,

Mye's is like jumping off a cliff with a parachute to me.
The ones who work hard or are naturally smart, are able to open the parachute and land safely.
But i'm the one who would have difficulty just pulling the string for the parachute to open.
In the end; i land terribly and painfully.
I get bruises and wounds, which is; having bad results.

You want to know why i couldn't open it? Cause i'm a total bum.
I don't practice, i don't revise. I want to! But i always end up doing something else.
Stupid conscience.


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Name's Nabilah. i try to consider myself a weirdo to be different from the rest of you, and i figured i lost my sanity a long time ago. i'm a diferential realist who's enthralled by cynical mayhem. you don't like it? then just beat it.






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