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Fated to pretend.
fools on parade, cavort and carry on.

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Sunday, June 7, 2009

The june holidays are going up my blood.
My religous exams are over! *looong sigh of relief.
Its over, but i'm pretty sure i didn't get good marks. If i pass, i'm grateful.
I don't ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever wanna fail!
Now that they're all over, i get to relax abit.
Notice the word 'abit'. I'm still worrying about my homework.
There's so much that i get the feeling that my teachers want to torture us.

A week of holiday has passed, as for some of my friends, it has been a week off Cca.
Am i right?
All the days of the week, guess where i've been?;
My arse on the chair in front of the computer.
Been watching videos, occaisional auditioning and of course, sims 2.
It isn't as much fun anymore. It isn't as much anymore fun anymore because the sims 3 has come out!
Arggghh! I want it! I want it, i want it, i want it, i want it, i want it, i want it NOW!
I've begged my borther almost everyday to get me the friggin' game!
He won't budge an inch.
Grr-

Since there's no sims 3 installed in my pc, i guess i just have to stick with my less entertaining routine on the computer of watching videoas on youtube.
*sigh.

i dared for distance.
and i've made a mistake, a huge one in fact.
cause now we're distant.
i guess i'm no longer that special to you huh?
i'm sad, i won't lie.
but i just, can't accept it.
i can't accept the fact that we're no longer in that phase.
i wish i could tell directly to you,
but i can't build up the courage to.
i'm pathetic.
but i guess you've found someone, someone maybe better than me.
you've move on, and i'll try to.


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Name's Nabilah. i try to consider myself a weirdo to be different from the rest of you, and i figured i lost my sanity a long time ago. i'm a diferential realist who's enthralled by cynical mayhem. you don't like it? then just beat it.






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