well, unfirtunately i'm back here.
typing away about my boring life which by the way, no one's gonna take a care about.

but, i'm bored.
so, what the heyy- i'll just tell you what happened even though i don't think there's any "you's" out there, wasting your time reading this.

i just opened the laptop which is not minee, and decided to blog.
i know my life is pathetic, but my father's watching soccer. -.-'
not really a big fan.
jeez, i am a loser.

let me tell you why;
i'm not smart, compared to my totally brainy classmates.
i'm not pretty, compared to the other girls in the school.
i'm not that sporty, compared to other 'sporty' people.
( i really suck at sports.)
i'm not so outgoing like those who can just walk up to a stranger and just make friends.

i know nobody's perfect,
but, i wish at leasat i had something, something special.
i pity anybody who's reading this.
its just someone sulking away on what she doesen't have.

well, what can i do?
i could just jump down from a building, but-
odds are, i wouldn't do it.
i'm a coward really.
heh, guess i'll just have to walk through with, well, what else but;
nothing.

you know what?
i think i shall relieve the people who are reading this even though i doubt there are any,
by ending this post.
its a stupid post. it goes along with my stupidity.
smile? here, :D
funyy- hahah. -.-'
you kow what? don't let me spoil your fun. [my fun actually ;p]
let watch a video! ;D