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Fated to pretend.
fools on parade, cavort and carry on.

outrages,
Monday, September 28, 2009

i can't take it anymore.
i really feel like doing something that hurts cause this, is unbearable.
i really want/have to do it but i just can't do it!
jeez-

if *** cries, then i'm in deep shit cause i'm not the one who's gonna comfort ***.
but i can't take *** anymore.
i feel like, aaagh, like slapping or hitting or even kicking ***.
the best i can do is just try to avoid meeting *** face to face or even talking to ***.
cause i totally do not want to cause a scene.
and i totally do not want to see *** cry.

i don't know what's the matter with ***, that i just can't tolerate *** anymore.
*** tries to be something ***'s not.
and that just pisses me off. you're not perfect, nobody is dude.
there are others who do piss me off just as much but, i'm not saying they;re not nice-
just lay low on the flaws.
its either they shut up, stop it or just well, shut up! -.-'

shut up means shut up, and stop it means stop acting tough, cute, pretty, smart or whatsoever.
its just plain irritating. and it hurts to hate people plus, i really don't want to have bad thoughts.
i just want to clear my head but some people are just making it sooooo difficult.

too ... many .... thoughts .............. icanexplode. -.-"

well, just stop it. you can't fit in, so? don't have to fake it just to make it.
its just not right dude. -.-"'


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Name's Nabilah. i try to consider myself a weirdo to be different from the rest of you, and i figured i lost my sanity a long time ago. i'm a diferential realist who's enthralled by cynical mayhem. you don't like it? then just beat it.






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