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Fated to pretend.
fools on parade, cavort and carry on.

true meanings.
Sunday, September 27, 2009

well, i'm bored. i'll just write some more.

people go around thinking or knowing what are true meanings of;
maybe friendship,
hari raya,

frienship; well, even i don't really know what it really is. i haven't really experienced 'true'
friendship. everyone i'm close with either lies or are just plain irritating. i'm not
saying i'm a good friend either but i know when to keep quiet or stop being clingy or
stop lying. i don't think friendship is to always be there for each other cause that's
just going to be annoying. but i know friendship is not to lie to each other!

hari raya; i don't even know why i'm talking about this subject. to me, its just troublesome to
go around other's house. we actually can just forgive them already. but to me, really to
me, its not just about forgiving each other but still thinking about god. what's the
friggin' point of celebrating a religous event if you're already breaking all the basic
rules like your clothing, i mean put on something abit more propper! and its not that i
don't like this celebration, i'll just forgive but i won't really forget. i don't want to get
duped by the same people again.

i guess my point is, don't claim things if you're not sure yourself.
and most importantly,
don't act smart here. its just annoying and well, still annoying.

i don't even i'm writing here when nobody reads this. -.-'


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Name's Nabilah. i try to consider myself a weirdo to be different from the rest of you, and i figured i lost my sanity a long time ago. i'm a diferential realist who's enthralled by cynical mayhem. you don't like it? then just beat it.






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